I Just Didn't Know.

"I just didn't know", is what I thought about having another baby. I mean, my life felt so full with just Belle that I "just didn't know" if I wanted to go through all the stages again with another baby. "I just didn't know" if I could possibly hold enough love in my heart for two babies! "I just didn't know" if Anthony could handle me pregnant again...

"I just didn't know" what a beautiful baby was waiting for me in Heaven. "I just didn't know" a sister could show so much love to another sister at such a young age. "I just didn't know" what such a contagious laugh could add to something that was silly. "I just didn't know" my heart could expand to the size it is now.

Layla, Mommy loves you so! Without knowing it you gave our little family the song in our hearts and the completeness that we needed. Your daddy adores you and your sister will always need you. You are SO special to all of us! I love you.